ahhh

why can the smallest things make such an impact on you?
i woke up monday morning with a fever blister (i get them every once in a while)..no problem...i woke up tuesday with a HUGE lip. it was horrible! so, i have spent the past few days trying not to be *self conscious* and lame. but how can i not think about it? it is HUGE. no one wants herpes girl serving them their dinner...would you?
anyway, i bought an apron today because i am sick of getting dirty while cooking/baking (which i have been doing a lot of). wearing it has inspired me and i am making cheddar pretzel chicken tonight (yummm). so i gotta go....